my life in a word or two

Listen to my heartbeat

2010-02-26T23:01:00.006+08:00

Hold on to your seats cause this is going to be a really long one.

1:53 PM

As previously reported, Park Jaebeom is now confirmed to have permanently left 2PM. We released a small excerpt from the full message earlier, and now have an uncut translation of the entire letter for our readers.

In the past few hours, the kpop world has simply exploded with not only grief but confusion due to many theories and news reports that point in all directions. allkpop works around the clock to provide you with the fastest news, but we also value quality and accuracy as well, and hope this full statement will help our readers understand the convoluted matter at hand.

We at allkpop have translated the whole letter, which was posted on JYP Entertainment’s official website, into English here:

Hello, this is JYP Entertainment.

Last September, 2PM’s member Park Jaebeom announced his withdrawal from the group and returned to Seattle after a message he wrote on the internet during his trainee days caused backlash. We will now reveal what course of action will be taken.

Although the message that became an issue last September upset many people, it was written during Jaebeom’s tough trainee days on his personal page. At the time, the company agreed with Jaebeom when he asked to take some time for self-reflection. We did not think that this meant that he would stop all activities in the entertainment industry or that he would leave 2PM.

The company had the option of forcing Park Jaebeom to stay and continue promoting with a 7 member 2PM. However, although netizens exaggerated Jaebeom’s words through mistranslations, his words still had the potential to hurt many people. Because of this, we did not want to endorse Jaebeom and force him to continue promotions because it might have damaged his image permanently in the public eye, and so we agreed with his decision to return to the States.

When a celebrity makes a mistake and does not apologize for his / her mistake or if the company endorses that celebrity, the public view of that celebrity becomes more negative and it was in the company’s thoughts that letting Jaebeom withdraw from the group for self-discipline would be good.

Thankfully, after Park Jaebeom left the country, an outpour of support gave him another chance.

After Jaebeom’s leave, we did not release any additional information because we did not want the public to be influenced by malicious sources. Since Park Jaebeom’s return to Seattle, the company has searched for vocal, dance, and acrobatics teachers, and the company producer JYP went personally to Seattle to talk to these teachers and formulate a program.

All recent CF’s, performances, promotions and contracts that have involved 2PM have been made with the mindset that the group would eventually have all 7 members present after Park Jaebeom’s return and so we waited for his comeback.

In November, 2009, the company proposed that Park Jaebeom make his comeback through an album that would have been released this year in April, and Park Jaebeom had agreed to these plans. The plans called for Jaebeom’s return to Korea on the third week of February and a press conference would have been held before promotions as a 7 member 2PM began.

Because of the support he received from the public after his withdrawal from 2PM, Park Jaebeom’s return would have improved 2PM’s efforts and most importantly we would have been able to receive the complete support of the fans once again. The company and the group had high hopes.

However, if the news of Jaebeom’s comeback were revealed too quickly, we felt that the public would once again be negative. Although the fans criticized the lack of information from us, we did not reveal any plans for the comeback.

On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook, a representative, that he had done something wrong during the Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.

The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, we all sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.

We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.

Although we wanted to release this information as soon as possible, Park Jaebeom’s personal situation prevented us from revealing this information until now and we hope you understand.

We would like to emphasize that all the information above is true in its entirety.

We are revealing these details through this message now because if we had lied and gave false information, we would have lost any trust that we held with the fans.

To 2PM and all the people who waited for Park Jaebeom’s return, we apologize deeply and are sorry to have to reveal this sad news to everyone.

The company and the remaining 6 members will prepare even harder and greet you with a better image.

Thank you.

Credits to : AllKpop

EFF THIS. I'm sick of this, i'm sick of building up hope in myself just to watch it tumble down again. First D.B.S.K's JaeChunSu problem, then Wonder Girl's Sunmi, now 2PM's Leader Jaebeom. Shut the food up, JYPE. Yeah, if i was there, I'd stuff Kimchi in their mouth! I want to cry so horribly, my heart is bleeding more and more, apparently even my body is starting to react to this situation(honestly, my heart is being awfully painful all day for no good reason :/ ). I've never felt so heartbroken in my life. First, crying my eyes out on New Year's Day, then crying myself to sleep last night. Thank you a ton! I'm soo thrilled to be spending a day/night making my eyes sore. You guys may think i'm over reacting, i have to admit, maybe i am. But once you love something, it's hard to let go, right?! GEURAECHI!?

1:54 PM

MHOTTEST, why aren't you guys speaking up!? I'm so upset about this. WHAT THE HELL happened to MHOTTEST? Please don't tell me you guys gave up? KHOTTEST are crowding around JYPE building in Korea while NYHOTTEST are doing the same at JYPE building in New York. Am I the only MHOTTEST to actually take this seriously..? :(

1:55 PM

I never gave up hope on Jaebeom. NEVER. Being teased about how he'd never come back for months and months, well 157 days to be exact. I HOPE YOUR HAPPY, HE IS NEVER COMING BACK! What makes me feel even more like crying is he was so close to coming back. Think about it, April! It's not far.. Although for Hottest or not, it would be like a million years. But it will be worth it, 7-members on Stage, performing their new single and working on their album.

1:56 PM

I notice that lots of people are starting up rumours. For once, I have no idea where'd they even get them. No prove, no articles, no nothing. People have very 'creative' conclusions :

I wonder what he did.
Could it be drugs? sex?
I bet it’s going to be a mystery forever.

whatever he did i’m sure is not THAT bad, unless he killed someone, death is the only thing that can’t be fixed…

it’s not like he shot someone and blamed it on a kid..

Why are all assumptions pointing to death? It's kinda creepy. From all i know, he wouldn't even steal Candy from a child! You can say what you want. It's fine by me. I've already been through with the teasing thing, people calling me un-true hottest for supporting Jae, Yeap. Been there, done that.

1:57 PM

There's more reasons why i'm really angry at the moment. One of them is one of the statement in the letter above was a complete lie! You heard me, lie. Wow, JYPE you got rid of someone that you know hottest or not supports and have the guts to lie to the world? Please, we aren't stupid. In the letter above, it stated that everyone including 2PM sat down and had a discussion on the 3rd of January. Well guess what, a month ago, an official statement was made saying that all 2PM members were at their hometowns. How on earth would 2PM be able to be at two places at once. Especially Taecyeon who was in Boston and Nichkhun, Thailand. Nice try though, JYPE. not

JYPE is not revealing Jae's personal situation, I know, i get it. Trying to save his image as a person. But they should have just kept it as 'personal situation' rather than stating it as ' far more serious than his MySpace controversy'. Trying to save Jae's Image = fail

1:58 PM

THE BIGGEST LIE OF ALL.

26Feb10

Before you read, two things:

1.PLEASE KEEP AN OPEN MIND, BOYCOTTERS & ANTI-BOYCOTTERS ALIKE. Again, you don’t have to believe us. We’re not here to force you; we’re here to inform. But please keep an open mind and discard all biases for a few minutes. Please finish reading so this info will be in the back of your mind for you to judge. However, I do need to say this: This piece of information is so logical and crucial that it is your own loss if you do not believe.

2. What I’m about to write is shocking and if you guys don’t keep a calm attitude, hell will ensue. PLEASE KEEP CALM. If we freak out and become impulsive, nothing will be accomplished and matters will only be more complicated.

Everybody already knows that JYPE knew about Jay’s Myspace and Xanga comments before the controversy happened. We’ve always wondered why JYPE did nothing about those comments. Here’s the answer:

The controversy was set up by JYPE.

The “Korea is gay” and “I hate Koreans” comments were unearthed by neitzens who just stalked his Myspace. Those were naturally discovered.

- In July 2009, a fan saw the “Korea is gay” comments while stalking. This was the first time anybody saw those comments. The fan messaged Jay to remove them, but Jay didn’t check his inbox and didn’t reply back to her. The fan, worried, went and sent this to JYPE to tell them that she wanted Jay to remove those comments.

However, the “slave contracts” comments that Jay posted on Xanga were discovered because Jay’s account was HACKED.

- In late July, a group of netizens hacked into Jay’s Xanga account. They wanted to see what Jay was talking about in English, so they translated his messages. It was mistranslated (as we all know). The neitzens, infuriated, sent screenshots to JYPE. This was the first time the “slave contract” comments were unearthed; this was when JYPE found out that Jay talked about his contracts with his outside friends. Then, the neitzens spread the screenshots of Jay’s Myspace and Xanga comments out to the Internet.
Later on, JYPE erased and censored out the comments about the slave contract and spread those editted screenshots too.

JYPE was EXTREMELY angry at two things.
1) Jay showed Korea disrespect through his words (even though that’s just the way he spoke).

2) Jay talked about his contracts to outsiders. This is absolutely prohibited. Only family members can know about your contract terms, but not friends and on a public website. The public now knows about the “contract secrets” – terms of his contract that JYPE didn’t want anybody except the artists to know.
(For the haters that are going to attack us by saying the boys have mentioned their contracts on TV, that’s a different story. They don’t go around on TV complaining about their 10-year contracts and how their dad had to beg JYPE to lower the years.)

JYPE knew about the “Korea is gay” comments AND his “slave contract” comments two months before the controversy exploded. BUT, Jay did not. JYPE did not bother removing the comments, they did not bother solving it with the netizens, they did not bother TELLING JAY. He was oblivious. JYPE kept it the way it was. JYPE gave neitzens a chance to spread it everywhere, do whatever they wanted with it, and IGNORED THE SITUATION WHEN IT EXPLODED AND FAILED TO DEFEND JAY.

JYPE was so angry about what Jay did behind their backs, even though Jay was suffering those days, that they wanted him out of the company for ruining and endangering JYPE’s “nice family” image. JYPE let the neitzens do whatever they wanted with the screenshots because they wanted that to be their excuse when they kicked Jay out: that this was the neitzens’ fault and not JYPE’s. That JYPE had nothing to do with this.

The boys THEMSELVES and our source found out about this yesterday from a spy.

Our point:
JYPE could have prevented this WHOLE ENTIRE MESS, but they didn’t. Basically -
they were waiting for the right chance to kick Jay Park out.

The screenshots can be found here: http://blog.naver.com/gud4955/10069113285

Note: When we updated about the secret meetings 2 weeks ago saying that they decided to bring Jay back within a year, THAT WAS TRUE. They didn’t think the public was going to go ballistic and boycott crazily in the beginning. They thought everybody was going to be angry at Jay and not forgive him. The ONLY reason why they decided to bring him back recently was because of the BOYCOTT. The strong effects of the boycott were actually affecting them, so they had NO CHOICE. We DON’T KNOW why JYPE suddenly changed their mind and decided not to bring him back.

Also, Jay did NOTHING “bad” during A&A, contrary to what JYPE said in their official letter. Don’t be confused and think that Jay’s “actions during A&A” played a part in this. We’ve told you already to not listen to anything JYPE says. They are trying to cover their tracks and confuse us. 1) Jay did NOTHING scandalous during A&A. You can find 2PM’s schedule on 2OD. He hardly has time to breathe. He’s also leader, so he has more things to do too. Also, those rumors about Sunmi and Jay are ridiculous. Sunmi was in New York when 2PM was promoting A&A. DON’T BE DECEIVED.

JYPE. Thank you for ripping Jay’s life apart.

Credits to : Insider 2PM

After reading that, i think i vomited a little. It's so sickening. And yes, i do believe what is written above. Do you think i would believe a letter that lied? Don't think so. From now on, i'll fight and keep on fighting until it's completely over.

1:59 PM

Til then, the clock stops ticking.

I can't breathe you out

2010-02-19T10:52:00.006+08:00

Lately, I've been loosing myself (i'm pretty sure by now, you would have knew that). Although it's my passion. Somehow I guess, people kept saying its useless got to my head. I'm never good at it, i know. Don't bother telling. But that didn't stop me 10 years ago to keep on trying. It's not that i really want to be an entertainer. It's just that dancing makes me feel happy. It feels like magic. Swaying with my teddy bear, Tango with my huge hello kitty, dancing Tell Me Your Wish behind my parents, Gee in front of my empty class, and random dances with Debbie, Bernadette and Geetasha. Same goes with singing. Still, never good at it xD. Hey atleast I ADMIT! unlike some people >.>. Haha i'm joking. They have confidence. Which for me, takes up years to built but seconds to crumble down. I'm sad aren't I? I don't have much friends who support me in my passion but to those who do, saranghae *does heart thingy on head*. I'll always look for my favorite Idols to give me faith. So please proceed if you would like to know my top 3 singers and top 3 dancers

TOP 3 SINGERS

Real Name: Kim Jaejoong(Stage Name : Hero)
BD: Jan. 26, 1986
Main vocalist of D.B.S.K

Name: Go Yoon Ha (Stage Name : Younha)
BD: April. 29th, 1988

Name : Lee Jinki (Stage Name: Onew)
BD : December. 14, 1989
Leader of SHINee

I know this is up until 3 but just for your info, Jonghyun of SHINee is my 4th ^^

TOP 3 DANCERS

need i say? You should know it yourself!

Name : Lee Taemin
BD : July. 18, 1993
Lead dancer of SHINee

Name : Park Jae Beom (Stage Name : Jay Park)
BD : April. 25, 1987
Leader of 2PM

Again, i can't help myself. 4th would be Key of SHINee

And if was good at rapping xD which i'm not. At all. Yoobin of Wonder Girls and Minho of SHINee would totally be first ^^

edit :

Yeah i know, I wasn't done with this post. I left it too hanging, then again. I'll always put my name at the end of a post to officially end it. So watch out for it next time, kay? Please expect this edit to be a long one. I've decided to make posts worth while. So that equals to super uber long posts. I bet all people don't even give a damn about what i have to say, let alone understand what I'm trying to spill. But I don't care, my blog is my only place to say everything I want. It's like a friend that listens and conforts me. I need that. A lot more than you think.

I would leave this school to persue my dreams. Actually if i was given a chance, i would leave this school for a better one. Don't get me wrong, i love my friends a ton. But for better education, i'd have to think about my family. I don't want my parents to think me as useless person which they'd be embaressed to admit i'm their daughter. But just changing school isn't enough, i have to try put effort. Just abit isn't enough. It's never enough.

But forget it. My dreams will never come true.

Once I breathe you in

2010-02-17T20:59:00.007+08:00

Just like the lyrics in Love Like Oxygen.

Annyeong haseyo~!! *bows 90 degrees*

*Holds back* ouch ouch ouch. Appayo, appayo. I'm back~!! Yes, this time its not emo. Heehee, sorry guys, i can't help myself. Emo posts are shoo addictive. Literally, try it! *pulls into darkness*. Yup, you guessed it~ SHINee brought myself back to where i'm suppose to be. Gomapda~! As you can see, i'm hyper. Gosh, ignore that fact. IGNORE!

Okay.. if you did not read the paragraph above. Please don't. Hajimara jebal?

Anyway, you guys might have notice that i have a ~~humongous~~ crush on Lee Taemin from SHINee. Seeing tons of his picture in my ~~phone~~ blog post. I really appreciate how you guys never tegur me about his looks or even any of my favorite idol stars. Unlike my mom :

> Wa, he looks like a girl! *points at Taemin*
> *points at Minho* i think he looks best
> Their hairstyle so weird *points at Key and Jonghyun*
> *points at Jo Kwon/Taeyang* i thought the style now is long hair?

But it's okay though, her taste is Manly.
Whilst mine is also Manly.
But lets just say, my 'manly' view is seen as 'cute' by ~~majority~~ everyone
I don't care, my type of Manly guys is not going to change.
Ever

Don't get me wrong. I liked Minho and Onew first when i knew about SHINee. Yes, you heard me, Minho and Onew fangirls!! LIKED!(lols, don't take it seriously, i love all 5 members very equally) *turns back, blinks cutely* Back to the point. People usually like people because of their looks : True or False?

If you answered true : HAHA that's really funny. Don't lie to me!

If you answered false : Way to go for being really honest to me ^^

I fell in love with Taemin's passion ; Dancing. I think thats why i easily fall for idol stars, the ~~looks~~ vocals, the passion in what their doing. Don't think Taemin really does have talent?

Well, yeah of course the whole group can dance! Especially Key (besides Taemin)

So in conclusion of this post is. It's completely useless. I'm bored, really bored, and tired. Good night! *blows kisses* Mi an hae, jongmal mi an hae.

edit : Hey!! Just because I like Taemin based on his talent first, doesn't mean i don't like his looks. He's the most manly idol to me.

Chae Ha Neul

Again & Again

2010-02-17T10:00:00.002+08:00

Still not tired of waiting

With All My Heart

2010-02-16T10:04:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry, I can't hold it in any longer.

I'm sorry, i can't.
These tears... has stop flowing for days
People start to give up hope
But til the end of my lifetime
I never.. will.

It hasn't been long when I knew
But that doesn't mean I love with half a heart
They brought me happiness
They brought me laughter
To believe in my self
To always keep the faith.

Ever since that happened
Everything crumbled down.
It's been a few months since that issue occurred
It's still not over.

Many obvious statements were made
That its almost time, they would put an end to this issue.
Although it hurts me like being stab with a million needles
I'll never throw them out.
Its crafted in my heart, and is to stay there forever
Slowly giving me faith each day.

Replay, Replay, Replay

2010-02-15T15:23:00.008+08:00

섹시 두부
Sexy Tofu

Sup, Gee.

Its Monday! And i woke up at 7 *does the one eyebrow up thingy* Is it that hard for me to change modes? Woke up, stretched, went to the door and BOOM! I hit my head against the door. After wasting a few seconds holding my head, i went to the toilet and almost fell because of the curtain thingy. Lucky that didn't tore. A few hours later (Okay fine, it was only an hour and a half but when you say hours, it has more effect xD) Mom called me to get something, i went to the room and again, the door handle basically slapped my arm. You do not want that to happen to you because it hurts. Unless your in my case, get scolded for being clumsy. Off to practice Chu~♡. During the turning part, oops. Fell flat on my tush. I laughed at first, then the pain came. *ouchie. So in conclusion I'm turning into a Dubu/Tofu~!!

Maybe I've always been a dubu but never actually realized it..

*Flashback one*
2004. Was at Disneyland Paris. Fell while walking. Bit tongue. All i could taste was blood.

*Flashback two*
2002. Walking by the side rocky place of KGNS club. Tripped. Mom carries to the clinic place there to get bandaids.

*Flashback three*
2001. Playing mini golf at Melaka. Sat on a wall(It wasn't high!), Dropped, bathing was painful for a few days after that.

*Flashback four*
2000/1999. Walking down the stairs. Dont know how I could miss a step. Then.. Let's just say i literally rolled down till the last step.

*Flashback five*
2007. Walking in school. Then BAM. Smashed into the tiang.

Hmmm....~~Yeah, I was a dubu since my first breath of air~~ Nah, I think I turned into a dubu recently *contridicts*

Lately, my bro has been sing the Onew Sangtae song.

♫Mwo hae du onew sangtae♫

I should have never taught him that! Oh? Don't know what's Onew Sangtae? I'll let Mr. Urban Dictionary do the telling

1.	Onew	92 up, 3 down
	buy onew mugs, tshirts and magnets Member of SM Entertainment's contemporary R&B boy band, SHINee. Despite being the appointed leader of the group, he tends to physically injure and publicly humiliate himself (although he just waves most of these incidents off). Due to his clumsiness, the other members diagnosed him with an untreatable "condition". Onew Condition: the ability to freeze the atmosphere with a lame joke or gesture; to be excessively clumsy. Born December 14, 1989, under the name Lee Jinki. Nicknamed "Dubu" (tofu) by his fellow members. Graduated 2nd in his senior class in high school. Can speak conversational Mandarin and English. "I fell down the stairs on my way here... " " Oh, wow, that's, like, sooo Onew. "

*empty headed* So, the picture above is one hell of a sexy tofu, right? Wrong. Because it is! xD Alright then, I'm starting to crap things. I'll update later. Maybe. Annyeong~~

Chae Ha Neul

Grow up!

2010-02-14T16:53:00.005+08:00

Annyeong annyeong, chingudeul!

Yes~!! I am back, yo. ^^ Well maybe you might have thought that i was back when i reopened my blog. No, i wasn't. Notice the ~~darkness~~ mood of that blog? *hint hint* Anyway, it was just that duration of my life that i feel that i've been locked up in a dark room, alone and in the cold with nothing but myself to keep warm. (Sorry, thats the best explanation i could get xD) But now, that doesn't matter cause im feeling a whole lot better. And don't bother asking why. Because I don't know either xD

It's already February *sobs* Time is ticking, t-time is ticking, ticking. And i'm not studying TT TT Can't help myself. I've been trying, i want to but i'll end up sleeping in 5 minutes. Damn it Aina, throw your self in PMR mode!! PMR is near and what am i doing? ~~studying~~ on the computer, blogging and dancing. *Sighs heavily* Exam is coming in two weeks time too. I am dead for maths. Why? :

1) I suck at it.
2) I don't understand what teacher is teaching.
3) I still suck at it.

Working on a ton of dances at the moment. Taking a rest from Chu~♡. I tell you, its h-e-l-l! Even Mirotic wasn't this hard. Well it was, but you'd caught on to it easily after a few tries. But Chu? Gosh, spent 2 hours and i still can't get some of the parts right. How far I've got? 1:09 minutes of the song. I am so frustrated. But then again, i guess it should be good for trying to get an S-Line. I'm limping because my legs are killing me. Despite the fact i did warm-ups. They weren't enough. My knees have red marks and scratches. (Why oh why did i choose Sulli's part) My stomach is going to burst and i had a couple of asthma attacks. Lucky i had my inhaler with me. *Phew* Besides that, I'm dead beat. I swear, i've drop dead tons of times through out the process. So that's why i'll end it here. Good night people, sweet marshmallow dreams~

edit : I almost forgot xD. Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines Day guy~!! *blows kisses*

Chae Ha Neul

Oh! Yeah

2010-02-07T13:46:00.003+08:00

Oh! - Girl's Generation Dance
COMPLETED

Today is also a special day for MBLAQ's

Lee Joon!
Sengil chukka hamnida, oppa~!! I wish you a ton of luck in 2010 and will anticipate MBLAQ with a lot of love! Continue to flash your abs at performances!! Those abs are WORTH knowing by every each A-Plusses! (A-Plus definition - MBLAQ's fanbase) LOVE you forever~!!(I still love Taemin with all my heart and soul okay!!)

I keep thinkin' bout' you

2010-01-30T23:10:00.004+08:00

Nuna neomu yeoppeo~
Would I do it?
Would I try?
I want to
a lot.

My head goes Ring Ding Dong

2010-01-19T23:38:00.005+08:00

I really like the Korean traditional wear. It's so nice >w<

Annyeong haseyo >w<

I know, i should be sleeping. But i felt that i had to do this. Now. Call me Panda or blow my hair, just go ahead. And i'm proud to be the pretend-korean-exchange-student. I still can't believe i fooled alot of people >w< Anyway :

Lately, i've been feeling really sad. My heart shatters and breaks like a fragile glass being thrown from the 19th floor. So insecure of myself. I want to be someone better, Im trying. But why are there people who wants to ruin everything for me? breaking apart my dreams and tearing them to little pieces. I just don't understand the boys that love killing my confidence. It's already hard enough to impress my dad. It really is. I'm not perfect, like him. I can't do everything right at the first try, i can't succeed something i'm not born to do....;;

And that's where SHINee comes in. SHINee brightens up everything in my world. It sticks back the broken pieces back together. And brings smiles upon my face. Listening to their songs will make me feel calm and happy. Sounds weird to you? It's not to me. I count on many people to make me happy but when everything falls apart and i couldn't reach them, I know SHINee's there inside my iPod just waiting for me to on it and listen to their powerful aura's set in their songs. Walking under the hot sun while listening to Romantic, it would be alike to dancing on stage with a spotlight. How i miss those moments. Dancing has been my hobby, since i ever knew Michael Jackson. And when was that? Hmm...3 years old? haha. I remember how i used to wear socks and moonwalk all over the house. But i'm never any good in dancing, no matter how long it's been my hobby. I'd love to go dance classes, but parents say its not worth my time. Same goes to singing, I guess it's a good start that i joined the choir ^^ SHINee has opened up my eyes to how the whole world is so beautiful. It may seem weird that SHINee makes me feel that way, but yes. It's true.

Although, the chances of ever SHINee reading this would be zero. I would like to thank them. Thank them with my heart and soul for cheering the little shattered heart of mine each day. Bringing smiles upon my face and continue to live on living my life like a dream and to ignore those who are breaking it apart. I would like to know them personally, but alas. Every SHINee World is wishing the same. Still, I don't need to know them personally to know how pure they are. Receiving loves from SHINee Worlds from all over the world. I guess if it is you guys reading this, then i hope we can be friends? Haha. Thank you again, to Onew, to Jonghyun, to Key, to MinHo and last but never least to Taemin. SHINe the world with your SHINee talents~! Will support you guys til the end~!! Fighting!

I have romantic in my heart.

2010-01-17T13:08:00.002+08:00

Annyeong annyeong~!! ^^

It's going to be the third week of form 3 already. That single thought of PMR wont leave my mind; at all. I'm pressured >.<>w<. I don't really know what to post about since it's been quite a while that i did. And im using a different style of writing because of trying to improve my english. But as if i have to.ㅋㅋㅋ! ^^;;;

Lately, I don't know whats up with me. I feel insecure of something, but just can't seem to catch a single glimpse of it. I could even catch at random times where im not concious of myself. Do you know that feeling when see through your eyes conciously but feel as if something else is controling you? Yeah, that feeling. Call me weird but it's really starting to scare me.

At times like this, I wish Astro had MBC and SBS to go with KBS World. Why do you ask? Music Core! Inkigayo! SHINee had their goodbye stage on Music Bank this week ㅠ_ㅠ. Even 2PM! I'm really going to miss them. Somehow i feel as if there isn't anymore point to watch Music Bank next week. SHINee, DBSK, SS501, 2PM, SNSD, Younha and Super Junior said their goodbyes for the time-being til their next come back. DORAWA! Bogoshippeo ㅠ_ㅠ~!!

And i'll officially end this post with :

Maknae Taemin and Key Omma >w<

Ha Neul

I command you to rise!

2010-01-16T19:49:00.005+08:00

Taemin : *sigh When will i ever be with Ha Neul-ssi...? *smiles Just thinking of her makes me happy ^_^

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ!! ^^;;

edit : I'm joking~ I'm really aware that would never happen. Haha >w<

Ha Neul

Happy Super Junior Day! :D

2009-12-13T09:13:00.007+08:00

Yeap, its that time of the month again. No no, i'm not talking about Christmas. Ptff, everyone knows that. I'm talking about, Ah i'll just wish you first ^^

Happy Super Junior Day!
13th day of the month.
Get it? 13 members? HAHA
aina, just shut up.

I know i shouldn't be picking favorites.. But I'm sorry! I can't help myself! D:

Saranghaeyo Kyu Hyun oppa! <3>

Okay, I'm off Super Junior-ing! Enjoy the day, everyone.

So Nyuh Shi Dae Day! :D

2009-12-09T20:34:00.006+08:00

from left to right and top to bottom : Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Sooyoung, Yoona, Seohyun, Yuri, Taeyeon, Jessica, Sunny.

Happy SNSD day people! :D

On some days of the month, I dedicate days that I would appreciate them. Like listen to their songs, watch their MVs, (Dance to their songs) Singing. All those things. Soo, yeap xD. I know, I'm really aware that I'm really lifeless. YAY but that doesn't matter. So someone's appreciation day is coming soon, on the 13th! Guess who it is! Cause its effin' obvious.

So I'll officially end this post with :

(I love their uniforms, I want one!!)

Dirty Eyed Girls

2009-12-04T12:40:00.007+08:00

Chansung, Taecyeon, Woo Young of 2PM

+

Seul Ong, Jo Kwon of 2AM

=

Swine Fluu

2009-12-02T11:14:00.003+08:00

Yay!! My Taeminnie finally recovered from Swine Flu! :D
Can't wait to see Taemin finally performing with Minho, Onew, Jonghyun and Key again!
But firstly, i hope he gets enough rest! :)

Now

Get well soon, Kim Joon!!
Can't wait for your recovery :)

WAKE UP!

2009-12-01T20:47:00.002+08:00

GOSH LA
it's so impossible to wake my mom up sometimes!
It's totally driving me NUTS!
my dad or bro don't really know cuz they always ask me to wake her up.
I'd be like rolling her on the bed everytime
and then my mom would go all angry and say なに!?
and then i'll go all, hyung/pa calling!! (while still rolling her)
then she'll grab her pillow and stuff her head in it
HAHAHA
it still makes me laugh though
but now that i think of it
waking up my dad even Ginger can do
waking up my bro, its hard but can tahan
just need some water...... haha xD
and my mom just rolling her would do too

then
where did i inherit my attacking who ever tries to wake me up habit?

Note:
If you're ever my
roommate, use a
stick to wake me up
or wear a helmet and
a pair of gloves.

You'll really regret if you don't
Ask my dear dear Diyanah,
she was a victim

I'M STILL REALLY SORRY DIYANAH!
>.<

A'ST1 forever in my heart as One

2009-11-29T17:38:00.002+08:00

The message from Jung Jin's official Daum :

First of all, you must've been surprised.
The rumors that have been floating around are actually true.
Our Eunice's A'ST1... it seems like we will have to leave all our hearts in one place.
We have disbanded.
The truth of this disbandment was hard to tell.
It was hard for me to believe it too...
All of our members are suffering.
It was this hard for us... and it was even harder to tell you guys.
Now I will say... I am sorry and I only have a sorry heart.
The members are fine.
They are seperately doing what they want and living well.
They were like my family... my brothers... friends....
I hope you guys can cheer for us and be heartwarming.
It's hard for us to go on stage with the name of A'ST1,
But when we go back up on stage...
Please cheer for us like you are doing now.
After I finish writing this, A'ST1's leader will go back to his original place.
Since then... We thank you so much... you guys were our strength... We love you

Credits to allKpop

Need i say more?
Didn't think so..

Why'd you guys have to disband!? why!?
I've just started liking you guys
your songs brings chills down my spine each time
you guys have the best voice in Kpop history..

I'll always support A'ST1
Fighting!

Yeah.. Thanks.

2009-11-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be a short update

나는 약속한다!
(I promise)
and for those who are learning:
(na neun yaksokhanda)

I was watching Kgotboda Namja A.K.A Boys over Flowers
then my family came and joined in~ :

me: ...
mom: Who's that person? *points at the guy i liked most*
me: He's ______! *starts drooling over him* (hehe, can't reveal because of some reason xD)
bro: Look so lala.
dad: Like pondan je.
mom: Is that person a guy or girl?
me: *Stares furiously* MA, i like him most la!
mom: Oh my god, my daughter likes lala guys!!
me: O.O, HEY!!
dad: Watch more Korean dramas, you'll look like a Korean yourself!
me: Aiya, nevermind! Jan Di very pretty ..
bro: Her best friend's hotter though
me: -.- that's Ga Eul
bro: She's hot.
me: Right..
mom: I think all the kimchi i ate while having her has something to do with this..
dad: And travelling in Korea and bulgogi too
me: No wonder my eyes are like this...

Our 'Evil' Omegle Chat

2009-11-26T16:22:00.005+08:00

Connecting to server...

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hello loverboy

You: i fell into a pool of mud

Stranger: oh noooo

Stranger: what did u do then

You: yeah.. im all brown and black now

You: not to mention wet

Stranger: isn't ur computer wet too know? :(

Stranger: i feel sorry for it

You: it is..

You: anyway.. i dried it with a hair dryer

You: ;p

Stranger: that's smart

Stranger: what r u, einstein

You: yes .. im einstein's reincarnation

You: my name is

You: Bainstein

Stranger: sounds great

Stranger: and evil

You: thank u ..

You: i am now scheming my next evil pla..

You: plan..

Stranger: can i help u with that?

You: take over the world..and force the citizens to buy a hair dryer

You: yeah

You: u may help

You: by buying lotsa lotsa hair dryers!

Stranger: "buying" shouldn't be part of any evil plan

Stranger: u've got lots to learn

You: buying is only the first part of the evil plan... there's more to come

You: yes.. im trying to learn

You: MUAHAHAHHAHAHA

Stranger: aww ur cute

You: see my evil laugh?

You: MUAHAHAWAHWAHHAHA

Stranger: yeah, it's brilliant

You: *cough cough*

Stranger: ur gonna be a great world destroyer some day

Stranger: i'm sure about that

You: why, thank you

You: my hair dryer plans are sure to work

Stranger: i bet they'll work

Stranger: but i think u should use ducks too

You: yeah...

You: BRILLIANT THINKING

You: ducks have evil quacks

You: and when i combine them with hair dryers...

You: i will be UNSTOPPABLE!!

You: muahahahahahahahaha

Stranger: yeah

Stranger: beware world!

Stranger: but now i've helped u so much...

Stranger: can i be ur robin?

Stranger: u know, batman and robin

You: WHY not?

Stranger: but in a more ungay way

You: yeshh..

You: good

You: good...

You: more evil planners..

You: WATCH OUT PRESIDENTS!!!

You: mwahahahhahaha

Stranger: watch out obama

You: quack quack quack

Stranger: together we are unstoppable

You: YESH..

You: WATCH OUT OBAMA

You: u will not get any hair dryers!!!

You: for years,..

You: so ur hair will look UGLY

Stranger: watch out tarja halonen too

You: OH NO

You: police are knocking on my door

Stranger: oh god

You: i think they must have tracked me

You: damn it

Stranger: hide!

Stranger: quickly!

You: i will find you again one day!!!!!

You: till then continue to plot!

Stranger: one day!

You: and we will be unstoppable when that comes!

Stranger: i'll never forget you!

You have disconnected.

Don't worry.
Me and miss Geegee didn't mean it.

At least we don't think we did...

Want to see the other one? Click
HERE!

Omegle~

2009-11-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

Stranger: QUICK! THEY'RE AFTER ME! WHAT DO??

You: run

You: keep on running

You: and never look back

You: it'll give out your identity more

Stranger: OK

Stranger: FUUUUUU

Stranger: hi imma 14 year old boy lookin for some webcam stuf u know

You: im a 14 year old girl

You: and BYE!

Stranger: you have been found

Stranger: !!!

Stranger: atlast

You: yes

You: i've been hiding all my life

You: and now i've rise

Stranger: oh yes!!!!

Stranger: rise

Stranger: rise o wonderful creature rise

Connecting to server...

Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hi

You: HALLO

Stranger: whats up??

You: the ceiling

You: the white white ceiling

Stranger: yaah u r first to give the right answer

You: yeah cuz im smarter than a 5th grader xD

Stranger: ohk

Stranger: 17 m here.........

Stranger: u?

You: 53 year old mom

Stranger: ohhhh

Stranger: from??

You: afganistan

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

Connecting to server...

Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: asl?

You: 19 belgium female

You: u ?

Stranger: 20 belgium male!

And it just keeps getting weirder..

2009-11-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

After dinner
as usual the stray cat behind my house would keep on meowing until someone gives him left overs
It's so often that he comes
i call him Rackie
for short of racoon
cause of his tail xD
Anyway, gosh this cat understands KOREAN
I'm so not joking, it freaked me at first
and the conversation went like this :

Me : Annyeong, Rackie-ssi. (hi, Rackie.)
Rackie : Meow meow
Me : Ne.. Bae ga wi chi? (okay, are you hungry?)
Rackie : Mew..
Me : Araso.. geurae, shi kkeu reo wo. (Alright.. then, be quiet.)
Rackie : MEOW!
Me : Eh? chiseul neun go? (eh? did you hear me?)
Rackie : Meow..
Me : Jal hae sseo yo! shi kkeu reo wo, araso?. (Good job! be quiet, okay?)
Rackie : mew..
Me : Chepal? (Please?)
Rackie : mew..
Me : Chincha? (Really?)

Rackie : mew.*turns head down and sits quietly*

And i don't even hear him meowing anymore.
of course he got what he wanted after that.
I'm not evil.

Omegle Strikes Again!

2009-11-21T15:36:00.002+08:00

Connecting to server...
Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on.
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: listen to my heartbeat, its beating for you, listen to my heartbeat, its waiting for you
Stranger: aw how sweet
Stranger: i just wanna smoodge you
Stranger: you little woodgie
Stranger: naaawwwhhhh
You: o.o
You: its a song lyric
Stranger: i don't care
Stranger: you cute little snuggle pie
You: im a girl o.o
Stranger: yeah i'm a aguy
Stranger: ahahah

His name is Mitchell xD
from Sydney

Fangirl Alert!!

2009-11-20T18:38:00.004+08:00

Warning: The following post below will contain
pictures, kpop and alot of hot guys/girls.
If you do not like kpop, please close this immediately
Viewer discretion is advised.
It's here
All i want is you..
but that'll never happen.
Why am I doing so many posts today?
I feel like an ***
Today's cold too
and I'm like in the dark
with the tv on playing fairly oddparent's Wishology
and my headset on to full on volume
playingg~
Kpop la

I think if i were to stare at them longer, i'd nosebleed
I can't take them off my mind!

Them, i dont think i would nosebleed, I'd loose conscious

SHINee! Their song is stuck in my head.
♫ Ring ding dong, ring ding dong, ring dingi ding dingi ding ding ding♫
and Onew fully recovered from Swine Flu. Yay~

Watching Heading to the ground now
Wish it was longer..
Stupid ratings, they don't deserve such bad feedbacks..

Girls' Generation's Asia tour was sold out in 3 minutes.
HOW crazy is THAT!?
Guess how many seats?
69950 seats
and i thought G-dragon's tickets were sold in 10 minutes was crazy enough.

See ya! 8)

Lalala, what?
you thought i was about to write something emo again?
haha this time its somewhere else.
go loo kfor it ! good luck~

R.I.P Daul Kim

2009-11-20T16:08:00.004+08:00

R.I.P, Miss Daul Kim
Link to her blog : I like to fork myself

No model will ever be able to replace your beauty..

Weird coversation with my parents.. o.O

2009-11-20T12:28:00.003+08:00

Yeah, it's pretty obvious what i'm gonna talk about
I was having breakfast with my parents
and it when like this :

me : Itadakimas!
mom: Itadakimas.
dad: *eating*
me: *eats* What's Phosphorus? (It just appeared in my head, don't ask why..)
mom: *explains* (sorry i can't really remember what she said xD)
me: Ahh i see..
dad: Aina nak cuba this?
me: Uhh..
dad: Come on just try, it has this inside. *points at some vitamin thingy*
me: Um, yeah sure.
mom: (she mumbled something about magnesium)
me: *drinks* *coughed* its nice (ginger gave a me weird stare.. o.o)
mom: hahaha
dad: right..
me: *drinks tea* hehe..?
me: So... what's phosphorus again?

I'm weird
If you ask me why i even posted this
honestly i really don't know

Whoa, way to go Aina,
So this is what you do to escape the feeling of not being able to watch boys over flowers
Tsk, Tsk, Tsk.

It's never going to work,
There isn't any chance at all..

Picture of the Day

2009-11-19T13:29:00.006+08:00

Yeah i know
i'm a lifeless kpop freako xD

Bernadette intro-ed me to this group

from left :Hyung Joon, Young Saeng, Jungmin, Hyun Joong, Kyu Joong

Honestly, can't they get any better looking?
*faints*

OMEGLE

2009-11-14T11:58:00.004+08:00

Hey people :D its been a while
So i had this interesting conversation with a person on Omegle xD

Stranger: Quack.

You: duckiee

Stranger: Yayy.

Stranger: :D

You: lol

You: meow meow

Stranger: Ribbit.

You: bark bark

Stranger: Neigh, neigh.

You: wehehehehe weheehehee xD

Stranger: What the heck animal is THAT? Lol.

You: its a horse xD

Stranger: Ohhh.

Stranger: :D

You: HAAHHAHAH

Stranger: Oink.

Stranger: :)

You: ^0^

Stranger: Chirp.

Stranger: Moo.

Stranger: Baaah.

You: baba black sheep

Stranger: Have you any wool?

You: yes sir yes sir

Stranger: 3 bags full.

You: one for my master

Stranger: And one for the dame (??)

You: and one for the little boy who lives down the lane xD

Stranger: YAY.

You: YAYAY

I have no idea why i actually agreed to play along with this xD
that's all for now
CIAO

I really really like you
won't you say you like me too..?

Kolam

2009-11-05T23:04:00.004+08:00

HEY, it's been a while

Anyway yesterday
me, Suet Keit and Abigail joined this competition
we're suppose to make a kolam
Just click it if you don't know what it is
ANYWAY
if you weren't there to see our masterpiece
here it is!!
↓
from left : Suet Keit, me and Abigail

Nice right!? xD

And we won FIRST PLACE!
yay!!!
and it's our first time doing it

So yeah, i guess that's it really.
Oyasuminasai!!

Ninja

2009-11-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

Okay fine

I decided to put the picture
but man, do i look stupid or what xD

So yeah, watched Shutter last night..
Thai version way better x)

That's all for now, TATA

UHRGG, I can't take it anymore
It's killing me
I really like you
but i can't tell you
for fear you would hate me.. ♥

Hey

2009-10-31T17:07:00.002+08:00

Friday was FREEDOM DAY!
and~
Monday is Doomsday.
why?
r-e-s-u-l-t
s***.

Anyway just wanna wish you all :

I have no idea why I'm so active in this year's Halloween
Yeah you got it
i have a costume.
HAHA this is so freaking weird.
Anyway I'm dressing up as a -

NINJA!

lol
Maybe I'll post up the picture x)

So yeap, Happy Halloween to everyone :)

Ted

2009-10-24T20:08:00.005+08:00

Ted : I knew I had to make a strong impression. I had thought of everything ..... Except ... Wait does Professor have one F's or two? oh my god.. Oh My God. Professor.. Prof-essor.. They're all staring at me! Professor.. Ahh Ahh I don't know, just do something!!

12:34

2009-10-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

Notice anything wrong with this photo below?
no?

Here's a close up

Look at the time
Man I've been seeing this one too many times to call it a coincidence
The funny thing is, I usually see it twice a day
And of course you know,
That time will ONLY appear twice
Yes, i saw it yesterday night as well
Remember the term numbers mean everything?
Then, what does 12:34 mean..?

Happy Birthday!

2009-10-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

Oh before i leave,
Today is a pretty special day for my special friend!

Happy birthday Puteri Yasmin Suraya!
You're officially 14!
Aww, my little yoedongseng is growing up.. haha
I love you, forever and always
Hope you enjoy your birthday
May God bless you forever, sayang~

Long time no see, buddy! xD

2009-10-16T18:43:00.002+08:00

Hey! you must have thought my blog is dead, right?
WRONG

Gosh, its been a hectic week
I haven't been able to use the computer for like a long time
i mean i got to use it for 2 minutes, 3 days ago.
Yep, 2 minutes, so not.. enough

My eyes are turning into Panda eyes adi
And people keep thinking i'm wearing black eye liner
which by the way, i Don't Even Wear on a regular basis
so stop asking

Gotta go swim in the sea of Sejarah,
then later on, climb the mountains of Geography,
and then to top it all off before hitting the sack,
hiking the jungles of Science

See you guys after exams~

How i met your mother

2009-10-10T11:56:00.005+08:00

Everyone, meet Stripper Lily! x)

2009-10-10T10:20:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's harder than i thought..
Why won't you just get out of my mind?!

Tag Tag :D

2009-09-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

How you do the Letter Meme: Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.
I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.
I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10______11___. ___12___.
Loves; -Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you.

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervertYellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants youNo shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Sushi - Outside of Japan
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With ParisHilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Dear Choon Wei, I don't really know how to tell you this but I'll join the monastery .
I think i realised it when you put cuffs on me at the mental hospital and i saw you sit on my avocado plant. Im sure you're cowardly enough to understand that your Honda sucks. Im returning your ring to you, but i'll keep your photo as a memory.
You should know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations. Greetings to your freaky family.
Loves, Aina. P/S: You are so lifeless. Horny wolf, Ammelia.

Since i don't know who to tag.
Im not tagging anyone! :D

L . L . A . F . P

2009-09-20T18:25:00.002+08:00

Leading Life Away From Porn
by DBSK :D

If you have soar eyes, I'm staying away from you xD

Pen Pals :D

2009-09-20T11:48:00.004+08:00

Korea has awesomely nice pen pals
I'm totally not joking
These two girls are so awesome
Yeah, you heard me. :D

My pretty pen pal, Heera :)
She's helping me with Korean
while
I help her with English.
We're the same age
She's from Seoul

Some stuff about her :
Her favorite food in elementary was Pizza
but
now is Gal Bi (It's a korean dish, duh xD )
She's a christian, Protestantism to be exact!
She likes YunHo the most from DBSK/TVXQ/THSK
Her height is 160cm
and
she totally LOVES wearing jeans :)
message to Heera- do you understand what itchy means? If you don't just ask xD

My other pretty pen pal, Yun Hee :D
She's born in 1994 so she's 15
and older than me xD
She's also from Seoul.

Stuffs about her :
Her birthday is on the 20th of September, which is today.
(Saeng il chu ka ham ni da, unni!)
Her height is 162 cm and weight is 47kg
She likes tons of singer and bands like :
Avril Lavigne
Big Bang (also D.G (he's hot) like seriously xD)
TVXQ/DBSK
LEE SEUNG GI! xD
and more la of course, hehe.
She speaks Korean (duh xD) , English and Japanese
but
She wants to learn French :D
message to Yun Hee-Do you understand crush now..?

Naneul dangsineul saranghaeyo, Heera and Yun Hee

That's all for now :)
Just for your info, they read my blog too xD

Birthdays! :D

2009-09-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA weird picture much! xD

Happy birthday to my beloved older brother Mohammad Arif!
Happy 23rd birthday bro :)
naneun dangsineul saranghaeyo, oppa!
생일축하합니다

And also to my awesome friend who is engaged to Xiah Junsu and Jung YunHo! :)
Ammelia Lim!
Happy 14th birthday, Dongseng.
Love ya always
and P.S ChangMin just gave me nosebleed again xD

Invasion in October

2009-09-18T06:14:00.001+08:00

Incase you all haven't heard,
Some channel did a Documentary about Malaysia
cause Malaysia turned 52.
Once it aired, there was a mistake
but no one noticed.
at first

Later on..
Indonesia started to hate Malaysia
Burning
Stepping
on our Beloved Malaysian Flag

Wanna know the cause of it?
Simple.
When the documentary aired
There was a freaking mistake
Before it played
as usual they would put advertisements during breaks of shows, docu,movies, etc etc
Apparently the editor somewhat made a mistake
and put a traditional Indonesian Dance in one of the ads

Soo..
You guessed it!
Now Indonesia is saying that we stole that dance and made it a part of the Malaysian culture
Then suddenly out of nowhere more and more complaints and blames
keep on pouring in
like "Malaysia stole Pulau Redang"
Or
"Malaysia stole so much of our culture, They should be apart of Indonesia!"
-.-

Now, Indonesia is planing an Invasion in October
Yes, invading MALAYSIA i mean.

But hey, we're ready
Malaysia bought 2 submarines lately
At first when i knew, i was like :
Wth does Malaysia need submarines for..?

I guess now's the good time to use it.
This is no offence to anyone, really.
It's just my personal view.

그것은 복잡해요

2009-09-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

아무도 내 맘을 모르죠
아파도 계속 반복하죠

있나요 사랑해본 적 영화처럼 첫 눈에 반해본 적
전화기를 붙들고 밤새본 적 세상에 자랑해본 적
쏟아지는 비 속에서 기다려본 적
그를 향해 미친듯이 달려본 적 몰래 지켜본 적
미쳐본 적 다 보면서도 못본 척

있겠죠 사랑해본 적 기념일때문에 가난해본 적
잘하고도 미안해 말해본 적 연애편지로 날 새본적
가족과의 약속을 미뤄본적 아프지말라 신께빌어본 적
친굴 피해본 적 잃어본 적 가는 뒷모습 지켜본 적

미친 듯 사랑했는데 왜 정말 난 잘해줬는데 왜
모든 걸 다 줬었는데
죽도록 사랑했는데 왜 내 몸과 맘을 다 줬는데
모든 걸 잃어버렸는데 어떻게

있나요 이별해본 적 빗물에 화장을 지워내본 적
긴 생머릴 잘라내본 적 끊은 담배를 쥐어본 적
혹시라도 마주칠까 자릴 피해본 적
보내지도 못할 편지 적어본 적
술에 만취되서 전화 걸어본적 여보세요 입이얼어본적

있겠죠 이별해본 적 사랑했던 만큼 미워해본 적
읽지도 못한 편지 찢어본 적
잊지도 못할 전화번호 지워본 적
기념일을 혼자 챙겨본 적 사진들을 다 불태워본 적이
세상의 모든 이별 노래가 당신 얘길꺼라 생각해본 적

미친 듯 사랑했는데 왜 정말 난 잘해줬는데 왜
모든 걸 다 줬었는데
죽도록 사랑했는데 왜 내 몸과 맘을 다 줬는데
모든 걸 잃어버렸는데 어떻게

바보처럼 울고 또 술에 취하고 친구를 붙잡고
그 사람을 욕하고 시간이 지나고 또 술에 취하고

아무도 내 맘을 모르죠

아파도 계속 반복하죠

아무도 내 맘을 모르죠 사실은 당신만 모르죠
아파도 계속 반복하죠 이러다 언젠가 다시 마주치겠죠

Naneun dangsineul somahaeyo. :(

Why I'm saying this in Korean?
Cause it reveals everything, every speck of feeling i have ♥

I just can't tell you, I can't.

Manipulate?

2009-09-12T16:07:00.006+08:00

More Photoshop! xD

A combination of this

And this

Equals to this! :

Click me!!
Surprise surprise! :)

And still fully aware i destroyed another picture. xD

Rose (:

2009-09-11T10:02:00.002+08:00

PhotoshopPhotoshopPhotoshop

Again
and
Again

Before:
After:

I wanted to make the rose bleed blood,
but the fake blood didn't seem to match the rose well

P.S - I am still fully aware that i destroyed yet another picture!

Parkour Anyone? Anyone??

2009-09-11T06:05:00.003+08:00

Yeah, im training to do Parkour
It's a pretty awesome sport

No idea what's Parkour?
look down
↓

(Before clicking play please turn off the music player on your left xD)

Anyway, feel free to come ask me anything about Parkour,
I won't know much cause~
I haven't reached THAT standard of awesome-ness,
yet. :D

Some of you might think its really dangerous,
Why yes, yes it is.
But hey, it'll be worth it (:

Okay moving on~
If your interested in learning Parkour,
Come find me!
or message me through
Friendster
Facebook
Youtube
or my c-box

Til then,
안녕히계세요

No, Su Yen, Parkour ISN'T that character from Shrek 1.

~Wishes~

2009-09-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

Click me~

Wished upon a star for my wishes to come true,
exactly at
9:09:09 PM
9th September of 2009

Please come back
You can't just leave like that
We love you more than those who did it..

Photoshoping

2009-09-06T17:07:00.003+08:00

PhotoshopPhotoshopPhotoshop :)

Before :

After :

Enjoy!
P.S-I know i destroyed it. :D

Why did i fall in love with you..
Why..

Help me.

2009-09-05T10:17:00.003+08:00

It's been a while, i know.
These are the songs and singers who
SOME PEOPLE *ahem ahem* infected me with

I hope your happy!
(Cuz you better be.)

DBSK/TVXQ's Purple Line

Super Junior's Sorry Sorry

G - Dragon's HeartBreaker

Girl's Generation's Gee

H.O.T's Full of Happiness

BoA's IdidItforLove

That's for now, Annyonghee hasaeyo!

A suckie-awesome-blurr-fustrating-emo-death written all over it coated with a touch of sweetness ♥

2009-08-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

(Credits to me, Yes, I'm still in a photoshop mood, Sigh)

Today's a weird day, a ton of bloody migraine and painful pokes in my eyes
Argghh, I'm so freaking happy that editing is finally done!

Yeah it is
Amazing, isn't it?

Oh before i forget, see this awkward love scene out of this movie i just watched with Geetasha!

*Picture a cute love scene between a boy and a girl about to get separated*
And dialogue goes like this :

Girl: I have to go..
Boy: I'll never forget you..
Girl: Why..?

(Just about when you thought he was suppose to say something sweet, The unimaginable thing happened)
..Continuing..

Girl: Why..?
Boy: Cuz you're too weird.
(What a spoiler)

but the weirdd part...they kissed ....after that statement...seems like the girl was pleased with the answer....
(And they did it with such dead looks on their faces O.o)
(You know, like someone just died)

You don't care!!

2009-08-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

(Credits to me, I made it)

Arrgh, I'm so frustrated
Your being such an ass!
It's killing me, poking the pieces of my broken heart
It's not like you care at all
It's, it's i can't even find words to explain
Why did i fall in love with you?
WHY!!??

It's ruining my life
A little appreciation would help here
But no, you had to make things worse

nae insaengeso naga!
(but i can't help it, sigh)

This is why you're fat

2009-08-26T13:56:00.003+08:00

Magical Rainbow Tower Of Dreams

Ten layers of multi-coloured chocolate chip sponge cake, each separated with a layer of icing.

(submitted by Naomi Rose, Thomas Steer, David White)

Omg, did you guys see the size of that cake!

I wonder how on earth do they fit it in their mouth

(On a second thought, I really don't want to know)

Anyway this was from a website called This Is Why You're Fat.

Do click below if you would fancy a visit! :D

http://thisiswhyyourefat.com

Cravings for photoshop? o.o

2009-08-26T11:11:00.002+08:00

(Like it? Its called colour splash)
YES ITS DONE BY ME! xD

Having a Photoshop mood all of a sudden.
Weird, usually i'd be :

Should i edit this? Nah, I'm too lazy
(Kind of way)

But this time, i felt like playing with the colours.
So yeap, you guessed it. I destroyed a couple of pictures xD
(Aina, why are you doing so many post? As if anyone reads it.)

F My Life

2009-08-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

(It's Funny, Its True, Except when it happens to you.)

Today, I received my passport in the mail. They got my birthdate wrong. Then I picked up my birth certificate that I had sent in with the application. Turns out my parents have been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. FML

Is it me? or is that really messed up. xD
Though i know F My Life has a ton of sad story that happened to them
but i can't help but laugh, It's so sad that its funny.
Sorry to those who experience something like that.

Im getting sleepy again
What do you expect? it's 6.38 a.m x)

Why am I even posting this?

I don't know
(Sincerely, Who even reads my blog xD)

It's almost over Aina, It's almost over.

2009-08-25T20:59:00.005+08:00

(I know my phone cam sucks, LIVE WITH IT)

Honestly, I really need sleep
It's devastating, Two days with just 4 hours of sleep.
Arrghh before I know it, I'll be called Panda,
Pwahahaha, It's great that the video is almost done
Just that, It's still 6 minutes passing over the max time length

Sounds suckie?
Well it was originally 22 minutes.

HAH! take that.

And the awkward silence begins!
Cheers

Just say NO, will ya?

2009-08-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

Had a fight with my bro, it was painful

He said Hero is faggy!
aarghh, that kills la.
It's like you see this super hot girl/guy
then someone spoiled it by saying, hey haha that person looks faggy
WHY faggy in the first place. =.=

Please tell me that he's not faggy, or ELSE!
Seriously be honest, Whats the worst that could happen~

I just might strangle you, thats all

^-^
>uu<

2009-08-18T06:48:00.003+08:00

It's official, I have gotten *drum rolls*
DBSK Fever
(Yes, i'm pretty sure i have it.)
*nods head*

Gosh, dang it. I thought i was over with Celeb fevers
And not just that, i was relieved when i'm sure i gotten rid of D.A.O.D
Just for your info, Yes i had D.A.O.D
So yeah,

Their soo hot! <33

Especially the one up there, Hero JaeJoong.

Anyway Just incase you guys don't know TVXQ or DBSK, check out their songs.
It's really awesome
And to you girls, watch their MV's.
I can only describe it in one word.
HAWT! xDD

So yeah, um well That's it for now. Happy DBSK-ing! (:

Lake Oh La Mode

2009-08-16T15:36:00.003+08:00

Our so called 'Lake-Oh-La-Mode'
(i don't know who came up with that name xD)
(honest)

Yesterday, we The E-Films, went to this place, lake somewhere in Shah Alam
(Heh, a lil clue-less there)
But anyway, to finish up filming our 5 scene.
Uhm yeah it was fun? But definitely hot. Seriously.
Pretty happy that scenes done but 4 days to edit for me?
Sure ruins the whole scene.
Thanks to S.M! If she had followed, i don't think we would have finished that scene.
Literally.

Nice trees. But don't near, i saw this huge spider. I screamed.
Yes i screamed. And ran down the hill.
Pwahahah

See that tree on the right? There's hornets near there.
Very... fascinating ;D

From left : Geetasha, Nicholas, Bernadette, Diyanah and Airini (On the phone)

Little Miss Director Geetasha!
I guess that's it. Haha yes, very short again. Can't wait for tomorrow.
And if i ever see S.M, I'm screaming at her. Yippeee!
T-T-F-N! Ta ta for now~

(S.M- Single Muriza)
HAHAHAHAHA

2009-08-14T06:09:00.004+08:00

Credits to Abi. (:
(I didn't get caught for having too long nails. Yay!)

Yeah she was REALLY bored. Muahaha. .___.
we're suppose to be learning Sivik, but meh teacher was "busy". xD
Lesser and lesser people keep coming to school,
can't blame them though, with teachers over paranoid about Flying Pig Flu..
Expecially *****, she scolded me for coughing ABIT. wth?
And that more and more people are dying from this flu.
You have my condolences if you have or lost someone to it.

Anyway I just wanted to post up the new printing for RM50

Yeah, that's my shoe there. x)

pwahhaha. It's ugly. I liked the old one better.
This one kinda looks like a person saying this :
All the more easier to copy.
yesss!

I guess thats it. lol i know, short. Maybe cuz its 6.30 a.m
I could barely keep my eyes open.
so

Toodle Pip!
Cheers~

2009-08-10T15:37:00.001+08:00

Why was it a just dream..

.. And there he was,
Staring into my eyes,
Like a child staring at candy,
He made me feel,
Something so new,
I never thought this feeling was true..

Wanted to talk,
Wanted to ask,
But something had stop me,
I tried and tried,
Again and again
But I just couldn't, I sighed..

Stars says we're perfect,
That we're a prefect match,
That both shall last in eternal love,
But.. how could stars be right..?
Millions of light years away from earth,
Forming zodiacs in the night..

Though I feel like giving up,
And wanting to give in,
But I felt that your just perfect,
With words,
Actually a million,
I couldn't begin..

.. And there he was again,
Staring in to my eyes,
Like a child staring at candy,
He leaned closer and a kiss is what it seem,
I closed my eyes, and then woken up,
It was nothing but a dream..

Talentime

2009-08-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

A talent search competition has matched two hearts - that of Melur, a Malay-mixed girl and an Indian male student, Mahesh. Melur, with her melodious voice, singing whilst playing the piano is one of the seven finalists of the Talentime competition of her school organised by Cikgu Adibah. Likewise Hafiz, enthralling with his vocalist talent while playing the guitar, dividing his time between school and mother, who is hospitalised for brain tumor.

It all started after Mahesh, amongst the students assigned to get the finalists to school for practice, delivered the notice of successful audition to Melur's house. His handsome looks attracted the girl. Early on of their relationship, tragedy struck Mahesh's family when his uncle Ganesh who had been the care-taker of the family since the loss of Mahesh's father, was stabbed to death on his wedding day. Melur thinking that Mahesh's silence was due to his grief over the tragedy became furious when she was continuously ignored. She regretted it however after Hafez revealed Mahesh's situation.

That changed Melur's perception of Mahesh. Likewise Mahesh, who grew comfortable with the presence of the girl who often quotes beautiful poetry. Mahesh, realizing that the relationship will be opposed, kept it hidden from his mother,still grieving over the death of Ganesh. Alas, the secret was exposed and Mahesh was assaulted before Melur's very eyes. Just a day before the competition, is Melur resilient enough to sing the poetic lyrics of her song when her heart is tormented by the thoughts of Mahesh? What about Mahesh who has found his first love? On Talentime night, everything unfolds.

So basically Talentime is legen.. wait for it dary!

it was a really touching show, i cried(Wow Aina do you have to cry at every movie?)

So who ever hasn't watch it yet, go ahead and watch.

You really won't be disappointed (:

That's all for now! Toodless~

It's just Human Nature

2009-08-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm, aren't humans already a part of nature? So i guess A freak of nature comes in this. So does that mean humans are freaks? Like okay maybe so. Because basically every person is different, Some are tall, some are plum, some are pretty, some don't look bad, some are hot, and some are AWESOME. Yeah i know im awesome xDDD. Anyway whats up with human nature? its humans living a part or nature. Or more like humans destroying nature.

You gotta agree on that though. Humans are cutting down trees, dumping acids in to rivers. And then have conferences about how to fix these problems, They started it in the first place. For instance, i watched this documentary about whales. Apparently there was plenty-full of blood and DEAD whales. And that only a few thousands are left in this one screwed up world. Intrigued, I thought I'd do some research myself on the net. Well of COURSE i use the net for researching fascinating things not that i think dead whales are fascinating, but you get the point.

Okay running back on topic. I went to wiki-pedia. And typed out W-H-A-L-I-N-G. Most definitely shocked to find this :

Whaling is the hunting of whales which can be dated as a human activity to at least 6,000 BC.^{[citation needed]} The evolution of traditional Arctic whaling developed with increasing rapidity by early organized fleets in the 17th century;

Not just that, my brother told me that the Japanese had started whaling a really long time ago, like a bit later after the BC-s time. Yeah around that time. And then continued reading on, i found this:

United Kingdom

In the mid 1770s, government subsidies for whaling ships flying the British ensign were increased. Import tariffs and other economic restrictions limited access to British harbours for non-British ships and non-British whaling products. This led to a ten-fold increase in the British whaling fleet.^[6] These Arctic gains were diminished by the fourth Anglo-Dutch War (1780-1784) and the Napoleonic Wars (1795-1802; 1803-1813).

Then it just hit me, the Japanese had been whaling for such a long time and yet could keep the population as stable as possible, then suddenly the United Kingdom came and Over did the Whaling and started to notice the population decreasing. Then BLAMED the Japanese and is banning whaling to the world. Oh common, The Japs have been doing so for centuries and did this problem occur? No. I hate it when this happens. The situation is exactly like Politics. No wait scratch that, I merely know politics. I know its all about the money and power. Other then that? Honesty? Bravery? Intelligence? Yeah those all don't matter. As long as you have the power, the tittle of someone important and most importantly Cold Hard Cash, You're basically the Mr/Mrs. Awesome of politics.

Sad eh? The world turning like this? Every thing is so messed up. Like girls starting to hate guys, literally and have crushes on ANIME characters and fictional characters. Best of all is *drum rolls* Edward Anthony Massen Cullen or the Oh-So-Famous Isabella Marie Swan Cullen. Yes, just in case you guys don't know, she's a Cullen now. Edward bit her. Like of course. He wants to protect her and all those other stuff. Couldn't blame him either, Bella's always like "Oh Edward Bite me, bite me!" or=

I turned slowly, unwillingly. I didn’t want to feel what I knew I would feel when I looked at his too-perfect face.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 4, p.74

Bella, why won't you wake up? He's a vampire, the only reason what is keeping him for eating you is cause he cant read your mind. No offence to those who love Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn and to some of you who read a rough draft of Midnight Sun. Now that Midnight Sun is spoiled, The new one is coming 2 years from now. Its all just human nature. Oh and speaking of human nature. Here's a cover of human nature on the guitar by Ian. Enjoy! :)

That's all for now. Tata~

P.S I love you, made me cry.

Im, yeah One word, Screwed.

2009-08-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

screwn screw [skruː]

1 to fix, or be fixed, with a screw or screws He screwed the handle to the door; The handle screws on with these screws.

2 to fix or remove, or be fixed or removed, with a twisting movement Make sure that the hook is fully screwed in; He screwed off the lid.

3 (slang, vulgar) to fuck; to have sex (with).

4 (slang) to cheat or take advantage of They screwed you – these are not real diamonds.

Yeah, I'm really screwed. In a trouble way, not the you know *ahemahem*
Cuz that's just sick and WRONG. Not to mention gross. I can't believe people watch it for pleasure. Its sick. No offence to those who are addicted though.
Even I might learn to watch it.
........And.........
..............................
..................
........
no

KWN due date is Guess what? From today which is the 3rd of August
we have only 24 DAYS LEFT. Whoopee!!!
My ass. I'm damn freaking out, like who wouldn't, well i know one uncooparative member is.
Just the mic holder and could still screw that up. Like seriously, its too easy.
That's its soo unbelieavable that someone could actually screw up.
Not just that, I'm the editor. Yeah everything falls on me and keeps my butt stuck on the chair and my eyes glued to the computer.

Okay enough about rants.
Todays topic, Congratulations again Aina, You Forgetful Little Girl.

Guess what, Today i had no dang thing to do, So i went to school at 9 a.m. Yeah it was okay. AT FIRST. After a while, more and more afternoon sessions keep coming in with their folios. Damn last minute lah wei. And then when i got soo caught up. I even forgot I had Geo that time. And i was already 40 minutes late. Lucky i didn't die. And she didn't even notice I wasn't there.

Pheww. Escaped the dimerit borang of Doom. xDD. Then my BM teacher was in there instead. So i told her I was busy in the library, She said Okay. Then when I went to sit, Something hit me in the head. I felt something wrong, something missing. Teacher shouted at us to take out our books. Then as usual I'd look behind. And it hit me stright in the head, I LEFT my BAG in the LIBRARY. Whaa~ Aina, That's really stupid. Haha well i guess its time to get my mind off works sometimes. Not to mention, someone freaking stole my geo books. Curses! haha that's okay. I don't mind really. Really. I seriously don't. :) I guess that's all for now. Cheers!

My heart is Aching. Seriously. Its hurting me like really painful.

Late Monday Night Post

2009-08-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

As you all know, Today's Monday, therefore tomorrow is Sunday. Eh wait. Screw that. Today's Sunday and tomorrow is Monday. Yeah that sounds right. And I'm not sleeping yet, despite the fact i have to go to school at 8.30 a.m. Haha, i could manage. I think, well maybe i should think twice.

Yeah pretty much nothing to do. Just BookFacing. And listening to The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus's, oh wait how do you say that? Apparatus's? Do you like put the "-es" behind or just simplify it by saying it normally like Apparatus even though its spelled Apparatus's? But you'd usually find it in the condition of being spelled like Apparatus'. Although what is the real pronunciation? with the "es" or without? They usually wouldn't do so, and just add a "many" or alot trying to refer to it as a bunch of it, not one but this is like a copyrighted name, there can't suddenly appear and become Red Jumpsuit many Appartus. Cause thats just wrong.

And then it just hit me that i have made a long paragraph about pronouncing a single word.
Congratulations Aina, You have just won the lame-est blogging style of the 21st century.

Yeah, Burn for me. Anyway moving on... And listening to The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' Face Down. I'm addicted to the song. Dang. Oh well. Just stuck again without an idea. So yeah Nights people. Cheers~

Pygmy Jerboas are really cute x)

How could today be Sunday? Its gloomy.

2009-08-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

Slide 17Slide 17Slide 17

Slide 17

Hope you like my blog. Yeah, Anyway im bored. I feel like fainting. Grr I just can't take it anymore. Everyday seems the same. Nothing awesome happening. Even ice-cream isn't cheering me up. Okay maybe that one i lied. mmm~ Ice-cream.. Okay im falling off topic. Rawrr.. Since i have no idea what to talk about, il'l just post the poem i made yesterday night out of boredom.

You can see my smile,

Stare into my eyes

And look at my mood

To tell you that I’m happy

But once you roll up my sleeves

And open my shoes,

You’ll see the what lies within me

I shove my face with make up,

And conceal my red teary eyes,

Smile and laugh all the way

Till its time to say goodbye.

The pain that I have suffered

Could never be bought.

This feeling just couldn’t go away

That is the choice for God.

•

Unappreciated, forgotten

I’ve fallen in too deep.

Fallen to the point of no return

Of my own very self, to sleep.,

Hope you enjoyed. And if your not a poem-type-of-person. Then you can go die in a hole.

Still needs meat. X.X

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My new blog (:

2009-08-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

hi everyone, yes I've made a new blog, i know. You maybe asking why. Well lets just say i feel like SMACKING the people working in blogger. I can't write anything else but using the font Webdings. So basically, I, yes I as in me as in Aina thought of making a new blog. Pretty lame, eh? But its still pretty though.

Well life is getting better and better each day. My dreams are coming true. My parents are becoming successful after a few ups and downs. I finally can sleep once again. But yet all ain't what its cut out to be. Instead there's many thing to do.

My List Of Things To Finish

1) Make sure to avoid Cik Muriza till editing is done
2) Finish geography folio by today
3) Make sure I get started on my newly Sejarah folio A.S.A.P
4) Help miss director for planing KWN shootings
5) Catch up with Geo book 2 (Cause someone stole it)
6) Find Geo text book (Someone stole it)
7) Get the program Sony Vegas from Chingy
8) Work on my newly project coming soon to this blog.
9) Return "Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging" back to Shamin

Yeah, basically that's it. Really. You won't believe me? Fine, go be like those politicians. x) Okay I'm starting to crap things again. I'll see you guys when i see you guys. Toodles

I need meat